"My Grandmother" by Elizabeth Jennings.

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Elizabeth Jennings 

Elizabeth Joan Jennings time duration was from 18 July 1926 to 26 October 2001. She was an English poet. Regarded as traditionalist rather than an innovator, Jennings is known for her lyric poetry and mastery of form. Her work displays a simplicity of metre and rhyme shared with Philip Larkin, Kingsley Amis and Thom Gunn, all members of the 1950s group of English poets known as The Movement.

 

She always made it clear that, while her life, which included a spell of severe mental illness, contributed to the themes contained within her work, she did not write explicitly autobiographical poetry. She has won Arts Council of Great Britain Prize for the best first book of poems for Poems in 1953, and in 1955 she won Somerset Maugham Award for A Way of Looking and also Honorary Doctorate of Divinity from Durham University in 2001.

My Grandmother

She kept an antique shop – or it kept her.

Among Apostle spoons and Bristol glass,

The faded silks, the heavy furniture,

She watched her own reflection in the brass

Salvers and silver bowls, as if to prove

Polish was all, there was no need of love.

And I remember how I once refused

To go out with her, since I was afraid.

It was perhaps a wish not to be used

Like antique objects. Though she never said

That she was hurt, I still could feel the guilt

Of that refusal, guessing how she felt.

Later, too frail to keep a shop, she put

All her best things in one narrow room.

The place smelt old, of things too long kept shut,

The smell of absences where shadows come

That can’t be polished. There was nothing then

To give her own reflection back again.

And when she died I felt no grief at all,

Only the guilt of what I once refused.

I walked into her room among the tall

Sideboards and cupboards – things she never used

But needed; and no finger marks were there,

Only the new dust falling through the air.

Overview of the poem 

In ‘My Grandmother,’ the speaker begins by describing something about her grandmother that defined her personality and what she cared about. Her grandmother kept an antique shop. This is something that she immediately adds, saying that the antique shop may have kept her grandmother instead. This is an example of personification and suggests that either the grandmother couldn’t stop caring for the antique shop or that the antique shop was such an important presence in her life that it kept her saying and gave her something important to do on a day-to-day basis.

In the antique store, she had a variety of items, including "heavy furniture." The speaker may have respected her grandmother’s devotion to the shop, she didn’t fully understand her attachment to the seemingly worthless items.
The speaker remembers seeing her grandmother in the shop, watching her own reflection in the shined "brass" and "silver" items.

She was dedicated to the shop and caring for the items within it, but the speaker feels that she acts this way with purpose, as if to prove to herself that she needed nothing else in her life, especially not love.

This part of the poem is likely meant to emphasize that the grandmother had no loving partner in her life at this time and, despite acting as though she didn’t, was longing for someone. The speaker recalls what it was like as a child seeing her grandmother interact with the items in her shop and how her grandmother’s behavior, more generally, confused her and worried her.

There is one specific occasion the speaker remembers when her grandmother asked her to "go out with her," perhaps shopping for more items for the store, and the young speaker refused. She was "afraid." She didn't want to be used "like antique objects" to fill a hole in her grandmother's heart, or at least this is what she thought she was thinking at that time. 

But, after she refused, she felt guilty about not wanting to spend time with a woman who so clearly needed the company. Her grandmother never admitted that she was "hurt" by her granddaughter's refusal, but the speaker can't help but believe that she was. She can still "feel the guilt" of her refusal. 

 Jumping forward in time when the grandmother has become too old and too frail to properly care for the shop in the mini items within it. She had to close the shop and move the few items she wanted to keep into her home. 


The grandmother’s life has boiled down to a few items in a small room. Plus, the speaker adds, these things didn’t feel especially valuable. The objects only brought to mind what was lacking from her grandmother’s life and what this speaker interpreted as loneliness during this period. She no longer gained the same feelings of comfort from the items she used to polish and her shop. There was nothing in this room to give "her own reflection back again."

The time after the speaker’s grandmother died. After she passed away, the speaker did not feel any guilt about the loss. But, she still felt the guilt of the refusal from when she was younger and didn’t want to accompany her grandmother out shopping. The speaker walking into the grandmother’s narrow room of items that used to sit in her antique store. They were sideboards and cupboards, things that the grandmother never used for storage but that she needed.

This reemphasizes what the speaker was saying before about the items in the grandmother’s shop, providing her with the comfort she didn’t get from human interactions.

The speaker remembers looking at the cupboards and sideboards and saying that there were "no finger marks…there." The items were clean and without damage, only touched by the "new dust falling through the air." The dust was starting to gather for the first time on items that had been cared for so long. This marks the end of the grandmother's life and the importance of the mundane items she cared for so attentively.


Structure and Form 

'My Grandmother' by Elizabeth Jennings is a four-stanza poem that is divided into sets of six lines, known as sestets. These sestets follow a rhyme scheme of ABABCC. The poet often uses half-rhymes in place of full end rhymes, for example, "her" and "furniture" in stanza one and "afraid" and "said" in stanza two. But, there are many perfect rhymes as well, including "then" and "again" in stanza three.

Themes

The main themes of this poem are aging and family relationships. The speaker had a strange relationship with her grandmother. As a young girl, she was seemingly put off by her grandmother’s obsessive behavior and dedication to an antique store. The grandmother was using the antiques, or so the speaker believed, to fill a hole in her heart left by the fact that she had no loving partner to care for, or to care for her, in the later years of her life. 

Conclusion 

In Elizabeth Jennings' poem "My Grandmother," the conclusion reflects on the emotional distance and lack of connection between the speaker and her grandmother. The final lines convey a sense of regret and sadness over missed opportunities for closeness. The poem concludes with the speaker's recognition of the grandmother's solitary and materialistic life, highlighting a deep sense of loss and the enduring impact of their estranged relationship. The somber tone emphasizes the enduring loneliness and the unfulfilled bond between them.

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